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First Attempt at Writing on Thought Cycles

I can't quite get it right, even though I've been trying to for a while now. So I'll just scratch out the thoughts I can and publish anyways, because I think the topic is worth thinking about.

There is, roughly, something called a "thought cycle" - it's a series of a thought forming, the chains of thoughts that go from it, any actions that it spur you into, and the feedback from the actions.

Or something like that. I haven't defined it really well yet.

What's the length of a thought cycle? Well I suppose it depends, and goes between some sort of range. Most are very short (sometimes very short), and occasionally - rarely - they're somewhat longer.

It seems to me that everything that almost everything that humans do are created by thought cycles. To some extent, they're automatic and habitual and we don't pay attention to them. Something like blinking or breathing is automatic until you think about it. With training, you can even control your heart rate to some extent.

Post #24 - Normal Life

On Notes Too Frank

Dear Reader,

My apologies for not posting in a while. It's been hard to find the motivation to start again, but I'm not sure why. It may be something between starting my new job, figuring out my money situation, filling out forms for my financial aid for the fall semester, spending time with family, getting acclimated to living in an apartment with my friends, and my own laziness - pretty much just my normal life overwhelming me. With all these things on my mind, I spend a lot of my time just hanging out with friends and trying to forget my stresses... But at the end of the day, when I'm laying in my bed trying to sleep, I can't help but think about all the things I've spent the day trying to forget.

One of those things that keep me up at night is the fact that I'm avoiding this blog. I keep coming up with other things to do and excuses to get me out of writing, like "I'm too tired", "there's not enough time", or "there's better things to do other than sit in your room and write." I'll tell myself that, and then tell other people how I've been trying to work on my writing. I mean, I have been trying this whole summer, but I don't think I've actually convinced myself to buy in. Too easily I am distracted by the stresses of my everyday life and I forget that I'm working toward a brighter future.

But I'm trying to come back now. I think the key is to just get back into a routine, so in about 15 minutes I'm going to ride my bike to Wal-Mart - a familiar experience that should get me back into my writing swing.

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