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Steel on the Inside, Steel on the Outside? (Or, "On getting a haircut screwed up")

Life is funny.

About 36 hours ago, I wrote "Steel on the Inside, Silk on the Outside."

I think most guys are afraid to do this – to wear light colors, to go to a spa, to being silly and lighthearted, these traditionally feminine things. I think most guys go out of their way to appear tough, rugged, macho. And you know why? I think it’s because most of ‘em are soft on the inside, scared, powerless, aimless.

My philosophy is be as strong as steel on the inside, and light and gentle like silk on the outside.


Why... My Life Is Just Wilting Away

On The Thought Train

I'm lost within myself and in the world. I don't know whether I'll be okay or whether I'll fail.

I just want to know that everything will be okay in the future.

I hate myself for being so damn lazy and not getting anything done.. and yet I can't bring myself to do anything about it. Is this anxiety? I don't even know.

Thoughts of death are constantly in my mind, too. It's just that I think about the fact that I'm mortal and I'm going to die. It scares me..

I don't want to. I'd rather me immortal and suffer the consequences.

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