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Is the problem that dislikable work feels more productive?

Patrick McKenzie writes in "The Hardest Adjustment to Self Employment"

I wanted to have AR in beta six weeks ago. Between consulting, vacation, and BCC, I haven’t made almost any forward progress on engineering.

I know that to be true for AR because code isn’t getting written, but I always think it to be true for BCC. It turns out that I am smoking something: I ran a shell script to compare my productivity (commits, A/B tests, etc) prior and post quitting. I thought it would show me spinning my wheels. Turns out I am getting more done than ever. ... Sales are up, too. Why doesn’t it feel this way?

I've been thinking about this since I read it this morning. Could it be that work you dislike and are being mandated to do feels more productive? I did about six hours of great work today, but most of it was talking to people I enjoy talking to and learn a lot from and playing around in Google analytics. I felt like I got nothing done until I looked at my list at the end of the day - tons of good stuff checked off.

One of the greatest things about working for yourself is that you can focus on what you want to do, and often that's work-that-feels-like-play-but-also-pays-you. Isn't that magnificent? Work that doesn't feel like working that's highly productive? Just, it's easy not to feel productive afterwards, since it felt like playing all day... what do you think?

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On Zen Papa

Disappointment when I don't meet some goal or ideal is a frequent issue for me. I didn't used to notice how much I'd beat myself up over falling short in a lot of ways until I started working on self-compassion. When I started meditating with that in mind I immediately felt like a weight had been lifted that I didn't know I had. It seemed a tad counter intuitive since I expect some degree of self criticism to produce results - it doesn't. When I catch myself getting down because I didn't do something I expected myself to, my reaction is more to avoid it than to deal with it. But if I notice it and work on feeling self-compassion, I start to feel good enough to do something about it. http://www.self-compassion.org/guided-self-compassion-meditations-mp3.html has some guided meditations that I found helpful.

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